My darling, you have been gone a year which seems like decades but also like days. I miss you so much. I find I often think I must talk to Andrew or tell him something and then remember I can never do that again. When we had frogs come into the house I thought I must tell Andrew and see if he has any idea why they behaved hat way but I can't. The pain of losing him is hard to bear and I feel like a vital part of me is missing. I had a couple of hone calls and Helen Smith sent a lovely bouquet of flowers to cheer me up, which they did. Our beautiful daughter got me a Lego ice cream van which we built together, it would have been great if you could have shared it with us. I will always love you and always miss you. All I hope is you are at peace and that you did not suffer a all. I love you, until we met again xxxxx